memorieees

oh i had a message on 1 site at least

some chick with imagination

talking about her muse,

pfft, she dont have 1

sounded too good to he true

like my eroticas i guess lol

anyway she hornified me

she wont like the results :(

she ended the message

with XOXO, hot

oh great

im afraid of the dark again

i heard a wild animal and some bird

freaking me out

it will be a hoot when

they remove the christmas lamp

ill be in constant terror

ill try to help myself asking them

over and over and over and over :(

anyway im debating over the pizza

since i need to quit wheat

im just getting munchies

got damn that cake was nasty

yes ate and for once i got energy

as a wheat junkie nothing good

happens when you take it

you just turn bonkers

im past that



look into my eyes

and you will see

what you mean to me

angel eyes

dove eyes even

almond eyes

in other news

mister gaylord

turned hardcore

used a fucking mask

omg at 2 previous places

they used visors

i cant wait for

when they stab me

with THQ chlorofrm

and use hazmat suits

its 1 hour to midnight

and i feel fucking fine

oh outlands is working ^__________^

cracksinthefirmament new subblogg

oh god 1 staff was stinking toilet detergent

its nice sometimes but they all put horrid stenches different ones even on all the t shirts

i mean they were laundered when they got here but they did the stink method on all of them

even got some dirty one a neighbor had before, whiskey deo fanta the whole nine yards

ill just go barbar, im a northener after all.

except im not, when i was born i was a mulatto. they poisoned me with d-vitamin injections.

so since i got here ive been sorta slobby

i just found it too fun to write all day

be on facebook so much

then i wondered why i felt like shit

simple

i hadnt worked out enough

so now im doing that

1 handed gaming

doesnt matter that i lose my chars

i still enjoy it

dopamine is better than 1 night stands

anything is better than with sex with

someone you barely know or care about

sex is vulnerability is love is truth

is heart is beauty is tenderness

god damn yes no one bothering me for hours

this is what i like being up at night

its just calm

low ambient energy

dont need to have music loud

everything is better about the night

except it seems im getting scared of the dark :(

i need another lamp on

yeah i asked darkhalo to stop hacking me

zero point

like asking a rapist to stop raping you

they just get hornier and get even more rough

like asking an abuser to stop hitting you

theyll punish you even more

anyway, again, last year i got hacked

so bad i couldnt even log into windows

dont understand the fun in that

he thinks he knows about karma but knows null

i did so much for him with the fansite

i do so much for so many people

and they get bitter over nothing

even sometimes when i really dont have any ocd

havent pkd them or whatever

one guy literally said

when i was blessed by bella

talked to him at the grand exchange

then i met him in the smithy

"my aunt died yesterday

id like to beat you"

again, more and more sites will disappear for me

latest was facebook

his fun joke is it says

"you are hacked, so we secured your account"

i mean, lol?

i got some nice yoghurt with cornflakes and some sprinkled sugar

this t shirt is strangling me

i feel horrible in yet another way

you can only be horny in 1 way

but pain is infinite

but infinity doesnt exist

because eventually you reach rock bottom

and you get out of there

eternity doesnt exist

nothing lasts forever

anyway if you wanna train endurance

fucking do it

you lose weight from calisthinetics

air resistance

simple 1 second bicep curls

the science is flawed

theyre lying

you can be as fast as sunlight

and then go beyond it

be as wise as a black hole

the best thing is

no damages

i just pulled off my t shirt

it stuck like a sock

i didnt think i could do it

i pulled with all my strength parts of it more and more

like 7 times

now my right fingers hurt some

but it will be ok

i have a lot more endurance

like i just dont get tired?

before when mmorpgs still worked

i could literally play them 16 hours per day

i didnt get any damages at all

the rsi healed

bodies are self healing

if you help em some

remember

only sick trees get attacked by fungus and parasites

same for people

i had pinworms

but then i only ate candy

9th grade

the pin worms are like they say

when they hatch in your butt

it feels like being stung with a short pin

like 10 times per second

its intolerable

but it was sexual

i mean i just had to finger my ass eventually

i did that when i was 19

i cummed from it

no not shit myself

cummed

and then i tried a dildo

sorta

like a spindle?

for a 50 cd rom holder

pushed it up my butt

and it smashed every single pinworm

so i tried it more

but damn asses get tight quickly

you really need to be a big slut

to have a big ass and cunt

the world is fucked up

figured it wouldnt make it today

but i did

but im living on borrowed time

eventually ill be able to maybe

create a new account

make a few posts

and then unable to log in again

its tiring

what would be the fun in hacking someone like that?

like i said the darkhalo fansite was a labour of love

wheres the problem?

yes i deleted it? so? why get bitter over that?

your faults are your own faults

he said that himself

just stop hacking me

leave me alone

but telling that to gangstalkers as theyre beaming you with emp

sure, theyll just do more shit

since you found em out

they get paranoid

do more drugs

get more malicious

tracey is acting evil

just completely random apeshit

yes my cusps as a green lamb

and bitter little fucking cunt

you cant even be skullfucked you lazy piece of shit?

son of a racist whore

anyway they are woodhorse

and firemonkey

tracey is the firemonkey

but i can be as well i guess :(

and woodhorse

well they say im the biggest thing

ive never really cared

and it just gives you inflated ego

thinking youre god

gods gift to women

id prefer to have a small dick

which i do now

2cm erection at most

and women still fucking go crazy when they see me

YOUR FOOT IS BLACK

and i look at both my feet

nope, still pink